Proposal

As an aspiring artist I have always been interested in the body as a subject matter. As a photo major, I am always exploring different ways to express the beauty and narrative meaning behind my photographs. Because of my personal interest in the human body, I have decided to create a series based off how the human body (bones in particular) and other objects connect with the loss of my sister.  One of my goals throughout this work is to bend and transform the idea we have about the human body.  I want the viewer to understand that the human body is fragile and to walk away with a sense of vulnerability. I want the series to bring to mind an “organic feeling” and maintain a level of natural quality throughout.

During this process, I plan to identify and target the emotional pain associated with loss and how that grief can last years after someone you love has passed away. (The word deterioration comes to mind) By using objects such as bones and personal items, I think the viewer will not only relate to my subject matter, they will themselves feel connected to my personal struggle. (If they themselves have experienced some type of loss)

To maintain a high level of natural and organic quality in my photographs, I plan to use film throughout my entire process. By using film, I feel as if it will bring a sense of realism and nostalgia to the subjects that digital cannot provide. While photographing this concept I will be leaning towards a pastel color pallet (subject to change) and will more then likely use 100% natural lighting.

This series is very important to me and I truly feel passionate about using photography to express emotional pain where words have failed in the past. Nothing can prepare you for loss and nothing is ever the same after loss.